Nov 18, 2008


"I am praying na sana maging ok na lahat.. though I know na i still have to join the assessment this dec. 14... I just want my parents to be proud of me.. they thought niloloko ko sila dahil nga last year ko pa sinabi na pasado na ko sa Emirates since may contract na ko.. I didnt expect na magkakaproblema. Of course naman tapos na ko medicals and vaccines.. dapat ticket na but since last year pa application ko i have to attend the assessment this december daw for formality sake lang daw.. But I still dont have the confidence na I will make it coz am expecting the worst thing to happen.. Ang hirap ng feeling na laging nauudlot.. Am hurting.. for real.. Despite of that, here I am now trying my best again...Am not a good daughter ever since i know that.. Having this job will make my parents proud... Hindi ako umaasa coz ayoko masaktan.. pero I am praying na sana kung di man para sakin to, God will give me strength to accept whatever happens... hay...."